Love Heals, For my fiancee, Robbie

Smoke curling upwards
Carrying me to your arms
A never ending emotion
That drifts through my day

Love softly kisses my soul
With such sweet abandon
Passion held tightly within
The pieces that form me

Wings beating softly
Caress my skin gently
Feathers of desire touch
The shivers in my heart

Life moves on so swiftly
Love is the glue that binds

Best Closed - For Erick

This vigil cripples my thoughts
Drags me down into shadows
Darkest depths that smother
With each breath you take

I try to rise above to the stars
But a heaviness pulls at my feet
Places my soul in a room of pain
Battles fought and lost surround us

Loneliness is a blanket
I shrug off as it masks me
Strength is only an illusion
Within these walls flickering

Your hands shake with the effort now
As life begins to open doors best closed

Wander Back

Wander Back

Blissful Meditation-For Pastor Ken

To be unhappy is to run out of LIGHT.
When I find myself headed to darkness,
I reverse my actions.

I change course to another universe;
For I am proactive, not a victim.
I expand my vessel for LIGHT by...

Diffusing my ego,
Dropping false hopes and illusions,
Dumping depression,

Throwing doubts, pessimism,
And limited nature,
Melting the fears that freeze,

Blocking negative tendencies,
And memories from my consciousness,
Resisting agenda and ulterior motives,
Liberating addictions, keeping only
Addiction to the LIGHT,

Distancing myself from the material,
Turning hardships to strength and beauty,
Uprooting the negative seed,

Tapping into universal truths,
Teaching, not preaching,
Putting happiness over righteousness,

Concentrating on tolerance,
And receiving to share,
Removing hate and replacing it with compassion,
Spreading love for no reason.

I believe this revolution is possible
On a personal and global scale.
LIGHT is within.

Perfect Flower

Once I held the perfect flower
Here within my gentle hands
Love blossomed so beautifully
Only to die before the morning sun

Nurtured by the tenderness
I have within my hearts core
Rainbow colours appeared
To flow over each velvet petal

Suddenly that river ceased
Was taken from my soul
All that's left is shattered
Pieces upon the floor now

Grasp well the things you need
Leave all else outside the door

Step Back in Time

Each time I look in my thoughts
I see you smiling back at me
I step back in time once more
My heart leaps at the memory
I stare into your eyes again
Walk beside you in the rain
We can do it all one more time
All I have to do is close my mind
To realities cruel acts and deeds
We can live it all the way through
In just a moments passing time